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A Beauty Worth Disgracing (v.2) from stormcoming on 8tracks Radio.

Turn It Off ][ Paramore

I scraped my knees when I was praying / And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like / It's getting harder to believe in anything / Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts / I wanna know what it'd be like / To find perfection in my pride / To see nothing in the light? / Turn it off / In all my spite / In all my spite / I'll turn it off / And the worst part is / Before it gets any better / We're heading for a cliff / And in the free fall I will realize / I'm better of when I hit the bottom / The tragedy, it seems unending / I'm watching everyone I looked up to breaking, bending / We're taking shortcuts and false solutions / Just to come out the hero / Well I can see behind the curtain (I can see yeah yeah) / The wheels are cranking turning its so wrong the way we're working / Towards a goal that's not existent / It's not existent but we just keep believing / And the worst part is / Before it gets any better / We're heading for a cliff / And in the free fall I will realize / I'm better of when I hit the bottom / I wanna know what it'll be like / To find perfection in my pride / To see nothing in the light? / Just turn it off / In all my spite / In all my spite / I'll turn it off / Just turn it off / Again / Again / And the worst part is / Before it gets any better / We're heading for a cliff / And in the free fall I will realize / I'm better of when I hit the bottom

Blue Light of the Flame ][ Dar Williams

How did we lose this great right / Everything burns in our past / The balance we broke / Left us running through smoke / You're at the blue light of the flame / As the earth melted the poles / I raise to mend the controls / And I work harder, fiercer and smarter / You are at the blue light of the flame / So this is where it all ends / With the flowers by your bed / And your friends come to you / As the light turns to dark / But the light shines through / Yes when the hurricanes came / We were the gods that we blame / We have all injured file / We feel our desire / You kneel at the blue light of the flame / Happy on rescue / Somebody left you / Looking to the blue light of the flame

Time Lapse Lifeline ][ Maria Taylor

I'm keeping up, keeping up with the time lapse lifeline / And they can run they can run from the font to the Last Rites / And we can hear we can hear the first beat to the flat line / I'm keeping up, keeping up with the time lapse lifeline / And once it's done / Oh we dreamed a life / It was just like that, was like that / And just like that, and just like that it's done / Back it up, back it up / Stop, fast-forward, rewind / And watch the sun, watch the moon taking turns in the same sky / And you were dead as the leaves, now you're new like the spring-time / Back it up, back it up / Stop, fast-forward, rewind / And once it's done / Oh we dreamed a life / It was just like that, was like that / And just like that, and just like that it's done / Oh we dreamed a life / It was just like that, was like that / And just like that, and just like that it's done / Still we stand with the help of a steady hand / Capture images of boy and man / Till it's done / And 7 years combined is just the flicker of a neon sign / Little negative of hopes refined / Till they're done, oh they're done / Oh we dreamed a life / It was just like, was like that / And just like that, and just like that it's done / Oh we dreamed a life / It was just like, was like that / And just like that, and just like that it's done

Broken ][ Lifehouse

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight / Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time / I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts / I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out / I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing / With a broken heart that's still beating / In the pain, there is healing / In your name I find meaning / So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on / I'm barely holdin' on to you / The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head / I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead / I still see your reflection inside of my eyes / That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life / I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating / In the pain (in the pain), is there healing / In your name (in your name) I find meaning / So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') / I'm barely holdin' on to you / I'm hangin' on another day / Just to see what you throw my way / And I'm hanging on to the words you say / You said that I will be OK / The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone / I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home / I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating / In the pain(In the pain) there is healing / In your name I find meaning / So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm barely holdin' on to you / I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm barely holdin' on to you

My Skin ][ Natalie Merchant

Take a look at my body / Look at my hands / There's so much here / That I don't understand / Your face saving promises / Whispered like prayers / I don't need them / I don't need them / I've been treated so wrong / I've been treated so long / As if I'm becoming untouchable / Contempt loves the silence / It thrives in the dark / With fine winding tendrils / That strangle the heart / They say that promises / Sweeten the blow / But I don't need them / No, I don't need them / I've been treated so wrong / I've been treated so long / As if I'm becoming untouchable / I'm a slow dying flower / Frost killing hour / The sweet turning sour / And untouchable / O, I need / The darkness / The sweetness / The sadness / The weakness / I need this / I need / A lullaby / A kiss goodnight / Angel sweet / Love of my life / O, I need this / / Do you remember the way / That you touched me before / All the trembling sweetness / I loved and adored? / Your face saving promises / Whispered like prayers / I don't need them / No, I don't need them / O, I need / The darkness / The sweetness / The sadness / The weakness / I need this / I need / A lullaby / A kiss goodnight / The angel sweet / Love of my life / I need this / Is it dark enough? / Can you see me? / Do you want me? / Can you reach me? / Or I'm leaving / You better shut your mouth / Hold your breath / Kiss me now you'll catch my death / O, I mean it

Let This Go ][ Paramore

Maybe if my heart stops beating / It won't hurt this much / And never will I have to answer / Again to anyone / Please don't get me wrong / Because I'll never let this go / But I can't find the words to tell you / I don't want to be alone / But now I feel like I don't know you / One day you'll get sick of / saying that everything's alright / And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending / Just like I am tonight / Please don't get me wrong / Because I'll never let this go / But I can't find the words to tell you / I don't want to be alone / But now I feel like I don't know you / Let this go, let this go / But I'll never let this go / But I can't find the words to tell you / I don't want to be alone / But now I feel like I don't know you / And I'll never let this go / But I can't find the words to tell you / That now I feel like I don't know you

Fallen ][ Sarah McLachlan

Heaven bend to take my hand / And lead me through the fire / Be the long awaited answer / To a long and painful fight / Truth be told I've tried my best / But somewhere along the way / I got caught up in all there was to offer / And the cost was so much more than I could bear / Though I've tried, I've fallen... / I have sunk so low / I messed up / Better I should know / So don't come round here / And tell me I told you so... / We all begin with good intent / Love was raw and young / We believed that we could change ourselves / The past could be undone / But we carry on our backs the burden / Time always reveals / In the lonely light of morning / In the wound that would not heal / It's the bitter taste of losing everything / That I've held so dear / I've fallen... / I have sunk so low / I messed up / Better I should know / So don't come round here / And tell me I told you so... / Heaven bend to take my hand / Nowhere left to turn / I'm lost to those I thought were friends / To everyone I know / Oh they turn their heads embarrassed / Pretend that they don't see / But it's one missed step / One slip before you know it / And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed / Though I've tried, I've fallen... / I have sunk so low / I messed up / Better I should know / So don't come round here / And tell me I told you so...

Lose You Now ][ Becca

I don't wanna sleep tonight / Someone's got to fight this fight / I can't do it on my own / And I can't make you turn around / Get us back on solid ground / If I'm standing here alone / Everyday I slip away a bit more / But you can't expect me to surrender / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you now / It's not too late / Can't we just wait / Won't you please say 'We'll figure it out' / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you / What would I do, if I had to / Lose you now / It's something that we're going through / And I think you know it too / Maybe we've been given up too fast / Why do you holding all inside / Used to be the one who tried / There's got to be some turning back / I drift away one and I soon came undone / Baby it hurts me to remember / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you now / It's not too late / Can't we just wait / Won't you please say 'We'll figure it out' / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you / What would I do, if I had to / Lose you now / When I see that look on your face / I think of someone taking my place / You got to know it tears me apart / And when I see you closing the door / I can't take anymore / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you now... ohhh / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you now / It's not too late / Can't we just wait / Won't you please say 'We'll make it somehow' / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you / What would I do, if I had to / Lose you now / I'm gonna figure it out / I don't wanna lose you now / I don't wanna lose you now / What would I do, if I had to / Lose you now

Set Free ][ Katie Gray

There's a cold fire / there's a crossfire / and there's something / inside, inside / and we'll never, never / make it / and we'll never, never / break it / until, until / there's a long game / that's a wrong chain / and it's something / we all hide it / inside / and we'll never, never make it / and we'll never, never break it / until we learn to see / until we set free / and you got style / and you got grace / and you got the means / to leave that place / but you'll never, never make it / and you'll never, never break it / until you learn to see / until you set free / so set free / set free / set free / set free / if we could see that this was all that we need / inside our minds / bodies and souls / we wouldn't run and we would let go / cause we'd realize / that we had / that we had no control

Before It Breaks ][ Brandi Carlile

Around here, it's the hardest time of year / Waking up, the days are even gone / The collar of my coat / Lord help me, cannot help the cold / The raindrops sting my eyes / I keep them closed / But I'm feelin' no pain / I'm a little lonely and my quietest friend / Have I the moonlight? Have I let you in? / Say it aint so, say I'm happy again / Say it's over, say I'm dreaming, / Say I'm better than you left me / Say you're sorry, I can take it / Say you'll wait, say you won't / Say you love me, say you don't / I can make my own mistakes / Let it bend before it breaks / I'm all right. Don't I seem to be? / Aren't I swinging on the stars? / Don't I wear them on my sleeve? / When you're looking for a crossroads, / It happens every day / And whichever way you turn, / I'm gonna turn the other way / Say it's over, say I'm dreaming, / Say I'm better than you left me / Say you're sorry, I can take it / Say you'll wait, say you won't / Say you love me, say you don't / I can make my own mistakes / Learn to let it bend before it breaks / Say it's over say I'm dreaming, / Say I'm better than you left me / Say you're sorry, I can take it / Say you'll wait, say you won't / Say you love me, say you don't / I can make my own mistakes / Let it bend before it breaks

Landfill ][ Daughter

Throw me in a landfill / Don't think about the consequences / Throw me in the dirt pit / Don't think about the choices that you make / Throw me in the water / Don't think about the splash I will create / Leave me at the altar / Knowing all the things you just escaped / Push me out to sea / On a little boat that you made / Out of the evergreen that you helped your father cut away / Leave me on the tracks / To wait until the morning train arrives / Don't you dare look back / Walk away / Catch up with the sunrise/ 'Cause this is torturous electricity / Between both of us and this is / Dangerous 'cause I want you so much / But I hate your guts/ I hate you / So leave me in the cold / Wait until the snow covers me up / So I cannot move / So I'm just embedded in the frost / Then leave me in the rain / Wait until my clothes cling to my frame / Wipe away your tear stains / Thought you said you didn't feel pain / Well this is torturous electricity / Between both of us and this is / Dangerous, 'cause I want you so much / But I hate your guts / I want you so much / But I hate your guts / Well this is torturous / Electricity between both of us / And this is dangerous 'cause I want you so much / But I hate your guts / I want you so much but I hate your guts

Hardest of Hearts ][ Florence + the Machine

There is love in your body but you can't hold it in / It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin / Tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks / And the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / There is love in your body but you can't get it out / It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth / Sticks to your tongue and shows on your face / That the sweetest of words have the bitterest taste / Darling heart, I loved you from the start / But you'll never know what a fool I've been / Darling heart, I loved you from the start / But that's no excuse for the state I'm in / The hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / There is love in our bodies and it holds us together / But pulls us apart when we're holding each other / We all want something to hold in the night / We don't care if it hurts or we're holding too tight / There is love in your body but you can't get it out / It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth / Sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face / That the sweetest of words have the bitterest taste / Darling heart, I loved you from the start / But you'll never know what a fool I've been / Darling heart, I loved you from the start / But that's no excuse for the state I'm in / The hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / The hardest of hearts / My heart swells like a water at weight / Can't stop myself before it's too late / Hold on to your heart / 'Cause I'm coming to take you / Hold on to your heart / 'Cause I'm coming to break you / Hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on / Hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on / The hardest of hearts (hold on, hold on) / The hardest of hearts (hold on, hold on) / The hardest of hearts (hold on)

Bring on the Wonder ][ Susan Enan

I can't see the stars anymore living here / Let's go to the hills where the outlines are clear / Bring on the wonder / Bring on the song / I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long / I fell through the cracks at the end of our street / Let's go to the beach, get the sand through our feet / Bring on the wonder / Bring on the song / I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long / Bring on the wonder / We got it all wrong / We pushed you down deep in our souls for too long / I don't have the time for a drink from the cup / Let's rest for a while 'til our souls catch us up / Bring on the wonder / Bring on the song / I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long / Bring on the wonder / We got it all wrong / We pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on / Bring on the wonder / Bring on the song / I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long